It's June, I smell some lost hearts here and there. Well, I almost faced the same thing again and again every year. It is like, the month of May will bring you just a piece of shit, in your life and suddenly when it will be July, with the rains, wounds will get washed away.
Am summing up after a long time. It is like, a grown up girl, after a fall, trying to rise up yet again, after so many turmoils.
Well, I have deleted all of my previous blogs, I don't know why, may be I have a lot to say with this whirling thing called time. This madness, it bring along so many crisis. So i felt , starting with something new would definitely bring something good for us.
Right now, the situation is very dark and dull, sparkling effect is gone. With this age of mine, I guess, we experience, half of the remote things in life. Love comes to us and goes, we had been into tiffs and fights often. Experienced passionate love making and boozed like more about 20 bottles with your best friend cursing your ex over some very serious issues. Puked on a stranger and strangled him to death without a reason.
Out there on the planet, beside the screen that you view Every day, there is a reason everyone is surviving on the planet. everyone has a purpose, perhaps, not the same, but a reason worth millions dollars.
I had started creating my blog thing back then after school, but all of a sudden, when your hit hard. right there... heart! Yep. You don't feel a purpose. Now I do. Is it necessary to write something when you just feel bad about it, you can share whatever, with time. But this one is true, I rather felt, lost and din't wanna write at one point of time. Lost a big thing..
This is time.
This is 2018, and am gonna start with something personal. Something, a women must read, feel and go through. With every age, a women brings in some chemical changes in her body. Well, seasons, add more of a cocktail effect to that, not her fault. Nature made her so. And there it is, the changes, bit by bit ... one by one. it is thorough, roads are rough, she is gonna have a bumpy ride, but then there is nothing different.
Let us give this person a name, Netra.
Why don't just start talking about her.. no. Not now, it is too early.
We will start with what is going on in the life of this Pretty young girl. Dark Brown stuffed rosy shade hair, light brown gleaming eyes, a nose pinned on the left face cut, heavy cheek bones mushing with redness bumped when its real white winters in her place and so much more.. A simple, lady with abundance of love and affection, no hard feelings and innocence, raged by hatred and sympathy with time.
Women, is an epitome of love, she has always been, however, it is not that difficult to understand her, she is a human after all. And there is a reason, the almighty made her that way. Lushed with love, affection, care and so much sense in just one gesture.. Alas! we don't always get to see them this moody... aah! do we?
Age, goes by years, dulls up with seasons and shows fatigue during the day, horns up at night. Right now, she is in pain, suffering with affliction. Some crushed down her dreams, some wounds, some penance, some seasonal changes and hormonal imbalances. Not just periods darling, everything has changed for her.
Something in her heart is burning her up. She is lost, nurtured with so many morals, that voice goes by and she just stands still in one corner of her four storey house, where there is a lot going on.
A madness running wild, over a call. A rage, asphyxiating in just one thought, for a reason why? A loss again. Once again, the same loss.
Am summing up after a long time. It is like, a grown up girl, after a fall, trying to rise up yet again, after so many turmoils.
Well, I have deleted all of my previous blogs, I don't know why, may be I have a lot to say with this whirling thing called time. This madness, it bring along so many crisis. So i felt , starting with something new would definitely bring something good for us.
Right now, the situation is very dark and dull, sparkling effect is gone. With this age of mine, I guess, we experience, half of the remote things in life. Love comes to us and goes, we had been into tiffs and fights often. Experienced passionate love making and boozed like more about 20 bottles with your best friend cursing your ex over some very serious issues. Puked on a stranger and strangled him to death without a reason.
Out there on the planet, beside the screen that you view Every day, there is a reason everyone is surviving on the planet. everyone has a purpose, perhaps, not the same, but a reason worth millions dollars.
I had started creating my blog thing back then after school, but all of a sudden, when your hit hard. right there... heart! Yep. You don't feel a purpose. Now I do. Is it necessary to write something when you just feel bad about it, you can share whatever, with time. But this one is true, I rather felt, lost and din't wanna write at one point of time. Lost a big thing..
This is time.
This is 2018, and am gonna start with something personal. Something, a women must read, feel and go through. With every age, a women brings in some chemical changes in her body. Well, seasons, add more of a cocktail effect to that, not her fault. Nature made her so. And there it is, the changes, bit by bit ... one by one. it is thorough, roads are rough, she is gonna have a bumpy ride, but then there is nothing different.
Let us give this person a name, Netra.
Why don't just start talking about her.. no. Not now, it is too early.
We will start with what is going on in the life of this Pretty young girl. Dark Brown stuffed rosy shade hair, light brown gleaming eyes, a nose pinned on the left face cut, heavy cheek bones mushing with redness bumped when its real white winters in her place and so much more.. A simple, lady with abundance of love and affection, no hard feelings and innocence, raged by hatred and sympathy with time.
Women, is an epitome of love, she has always been, however, it is not that difficult to understand her, she is a human after all. And there is a reason, the almighty made her that way. Lushed with love, affection, care and so much sense in just one gesture.. Alas! we don't always get to see them this moody... aah! do we?
Age, goes by years, dulls up with seasons and shows fatigue during the day, horns up at night. Right now, she is in pain, suffering with affliction. Some crushed down her dreams, some wounds, some penance, some seasonal changes and hormonal imbalances. Not just periods darling, everything has changed for her.
Something in her heart is burning her up. She is lost, nurtured with so many morals, that voice goes by and she just stands still in one corner of her four storey house, where there is a lot going on.
A madness running wild, over a call. A rage, asphyxiating in just one thought, for a reason why? A loss again. Once again, the same loss.
Eagerly waiting for subsequent chapters
ReplyDeletethank you for the comment.
ReplyDeleteI got married, so was busy in that new life. Will start from saturday again.